Do something. Anything. And see just how fast you end up on an island alone. Do something. Anything. And watch your friends and family, those that care and love you, start dropping off like flies.

Don’t believe me. Try it and you’ll see. Sad. I know and it’s so not fair. At a time when you need them, they seem to disappear. But honestly I don’t blame them as I don’t think they even realize what has transpired.

You see. Often times, we don’t notice our ways. Rather good or bad, we don’t see what we are doing until someone tells us and most of us are not self-aware so we’d never admit to it anyway.

No, this isn’t my way of telling them by writing this blog. Truth be told, they’ve stopped reading these several months ago. Real talk. Support for this dropped off by those I just knew had my back on this dream. No hard feelings though.

I get it. They don’t see it. They don’t get what I’m doing. The purpose for them has died off. Turned from a smile, to no feelings, to possibly a frown for some. Because I won’t stop. I won’t give in. I keep going. I keep giving. I keep doing. Despite it all, I’m here and now this isn’t smiled upon.

Ha. There…I said it. Got that out. Note: everyone won’t cheer for you and it’s ok, do it anyway. Everyone won’t praise your success, it’s ok, rock on anyway. Everyone won’t believe in you, so what, He gave it to you so as long as you believe and speak, keep having the faith. Some will even slick hate on you, it’s cool. Don’t let that deter you.

No one ever said the journey would be easy. I’m here to tell you this shit hurts at times. Especially when the island begins to grow around you. But the key is recognizing what is happening. Wouldn’t be any smoke if there wasn’t fire nearby. As you begin to see things manifest, things start to happen.

My book is close to being released and seems like the last couple of weeks have been emotionally crazy. I see you enemy…you won’t have my joy. This blog is my release into the atmosphere that I am a conqueror! I am not just a conqueror, I’m more than a conqueror. So please leave me alone. I got shit to do.

Thank you for your attention. Remember you are your own competition.

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