Listen! Hear me and hear me good. I’m at a point in my life where I’m operating off of pure ignorance. Like I’m ignorant to the risks, the costs, the time it takes, the work that is required, the sleep that is lost, and the stares from naysayers. None of that matters when it comes to what I want. And it’s really simple.

I WANT IT ALL! Everything that is owed to me, I want it. Everything that is due to me, hand it over. Has my name on it, give it here. Addressed to me, place in my mail box. Looks like it should be mine, take your hands off! Yes, I’m being a silly rabbit. Tricks are for kids! Im sick of being fool. Fooled into believing I don’t deserve this or I shouldn’t have that. Or I’m too young for such things or I’m too old so my time has passed for them.

Whatever my God has for me, it is for me and I want it ALL! So serious. And I can’t even tell you how I got to this point but I’m here and there is no turning around for me. Too much invested. You may be wondering what money have I put into this. It has nothing to do with coins. I’ve invested my mind and it has seen a far better side of life and I’m loving it.

No fear or vain promises of earthly pleasures or fleshly feel goods will make me change my mind. This thing that has sparked my spirit and shocked my heart back into His rhythm has me sold out! No, this journey isn’t easy or predictable but it is enjoyable. It can be hard at times but it’s fair. And while I’m here, I’ve declared to never ever give up on me.

I can’t give up. I won’t give up. I plan to run my race and until my end of my dash. And when I make it to my ever lasting pillow top flooring location and see the door with my name on it, I want to open it up to only discover a completely EMPTY room. Because while I’m here, while here…on this side of heaven…I. Want. It. All.

Thank you for your attention. Remember you are your own competition.

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